just figuring out how to do this thing....haven't actually written anything in quite a while so I guess I'll start here.....I think it will start just as how I view the world and things happening in it, a journal of sorts.....maybe it will change the world......probably it won't....but I think I'm pretty insightful.
hmmmm.....well first of all, I guess my current gripe is that my best friend doesn't seem to want to be my friend anymore, I know, sounds kinda juvinile, but I think especially at this age, it's pretty hurtful. When the woman who is supposed to be your kid's godmother makes no attempt at all to include you in her life it's pretty downgrading....she was my maid of honor, I've always been there for her & I thought her for me......I would wish that if she was to care for my children she would at least take the time to spend with us considering she apparantly loves us and we are apart of her heart....It's annoying when you can't get a call or text back or any conversation you have you feel as if you're being rushed to get off and that you're nothing but a nuissance....even more hurtful is to see that she seems to have time for so many others, what I like to call her "cool" friends....even had a new year's eve party at her house that i wasn't invited to.....how's that for a slap in the face? I feel shunned, and hurt and not like she feels I'm worth her time....what the hell did I ever do to anybody to deserve that?
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